Single? Why still Single?

Officially 24 years old and 25 coming soon,

people surrounding asking "How come you still single? Go find a partner that can take care of you!"

It is easy to advice people to find a partner, but is it a long path way to get a partner that understand you. 

Where to get such partner? 

I not sure.... 

Being Single,

At least i wont feel hurt...

At least i not need guessing what actually he is thinking...

At least i able to control my mood..

Why i m still single? 

Because i scare the hurt feeling.. is really pain... 

Hurt until hardly to breath...

How come everytime all the things stop at the same stage..

Because i not dare to step 1 more step.. 

I scare get hurt.. i cant simply recover .. i need a long period to recover..

no more WHY...

Until 1 day i get a partner who can tell me what he is thinking...

i hate guessing...

i hate confusing...

i need honest partner...